Tuesday, January 17, 2012

randomME: It's been a minute, but hopefully this marks my return. I've missed this place. I got a little frustrated and had some setbacks. But I'm forcing myself to get back on the horse.
I so want to revamp this here blog o'mine. I really want to get my struggling janky @$$ vidcast up and running for real. Get it in ITunes and what not. But that's part of what was giving me issues. I will persevere.
Part of my challenge is going to be overcoming my self doubt and lazybumness. I am not satisfied with the way this whole site looks or the quality etc. I want it to be all cool and decent and crafty and whatever but it's not. And as I'm having a hard time figuring out how to make he necessary improvements, I do as I always do, fall back.
Yet again, I'm going to try to vow to do better. I think I just need to write more. And record. And just keep going. For some reason I have it in my head that I want to do this and be a blogger/caster/etc but I don't know why. I don't feel like I have a unique voice or anything interesting enough to bring to the world. I don't want to feel that way. I want to push through it. Maybe I don't have anything that people want to see/hear/read. But what if maybe I do? Maybe someone else needs to hear that you know what I don't have it all together, I'm not all savvy. I don't have the $ to buy all the high tech stuff or know all the things. Maybe I struggle to keep my head above the water. Someone else does too.
I don't know. I'm rambling. Just have a lot of thoughts running through my mind. Just write it. Or text it, which is what I'm doing. Please forgive any typos or grammatical errors or anything else my lovely autocorrect chooses to substitute.
Hopefully I'll be seeing you real soon. Later.

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